there are some things in life that you take for granted....for instance your family,your life,your luxuries and your time.....it is often said that you don't cherish things until they are gone...yes,those days of school when you fretted in the morning...did not want to wake up and cried out...."i hate that stupid,idiotic physics teacher"...all such thoughts leave in you a terrible sense of nostalgia and a sense of guilt....but then your mind goes back to those memories which make you laugh and have somewhere touched a chord with you....it is as if reliving a time gone,with people you love,adore and who will not be with you forever.....and then you close your eyes and realize "god this is real....have to accept it anyhow...".this is a point where you realize you have grown up and have to fend for yourself and leave the homely nest and move on....

but that's life , i guess.....